Hello everyone...I have decided that I would be more proactive, so I want to share a few things in my life with you. Yesterday was a very emotional day for me. I was feeling a little lost and very emotional. My Surgeon had a spread in the Washington Post newspaper, which reported his controversial surgery technique.
Pictures of my dark days coming back to my mind. Life is a great physical challenge in spite of being cured. My entire abdomen had been reconstructed, and it doesn't work properly. My mind says I'm cured. But unfortunately, my body says something different.
I am Feeling exhausted a lot past few these days. I don’t know what the future holds for me. I am afraid. I wish I had a better cancer support group. Recently some people have passed away from their cancer fight. I know some of them. I am Feeling very bad.
I actually cried for these people. Especially for the little ones losing their cancer battle. A child losing life from cancer is a horrible thing. It made me very sad emotionally. I am Just sitting here in my room and crying for some man I've never met in my whole life passing away from mesothelioma cancer. I think those tears are not just for them, but for me also. Because I know what it's like to be when someone closes dies. I see a lot of you read and view my page. Say hello, I could use a cheerful word. I need Some words of encouragement.
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